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January 8th, 2003
Santa Cruz, California
Received by F.A.B.
I am here, Moses.
We are glad that you are not acquainted with the contents of these
messages beforehand. It helps you to develop confidence in your
mediumship.
When I was on earth, there was, as you well know, a much dimmer
perception of God. I was raised to believe in the multiplicity of
the
Egyptian gods. You may wonder, therefore, how I came to be so
passionate about the Hebrew Deity. Well, certain incidents in my
young life led me to question the Egyptian beliefs, for, even as
a
prince, I questioned many things. I had some interchanges with the
Hebrew slaves, where I learned their beliefs. I was impressed that
slaves could believe the way they did, considering their sufferings
and their burdens.
But it wasn't until the unfortunate incident with the Egyptian
taskmaster (whom I did kill) that I was forced on my own resources.
I
chose to escape to the desert, where Jethro took me in. Many aspects
of this part of my life, therefore, were accurately recorded in
Scripture. I escaped to the desert because I could not justify
murder, even though I was a prince. But when I committed that act,
I
already knew the truth of my identity, so that escaping to the desert
was really my unconscious attempt to reframe my life and reconsider
my new situation.
When I saw the bush, which seemed to flourish miraculously on
seemingly barren ground, I went into a meditative semi-trance. I
know
now that I was guided to that lonely and out of the way place. It
was
there that, by psychic, inner reflection, I was given by God a
revelation about His true identity and about my mission. It was
as if
someone were talking to me, so clearly did the thoughts come. But
it
was only heard by my inner ear. I sensed that something remarkable
was occurring, so I took special care to be attentive to what was
occurring.
By the time the vision was over, I had a burning conviction about
God's reality and about my mission to free my people. It was one
of
those life-changing experiences, which I knew I had to be true to.
I
had already possessed a strong character, strengthened and molded
by
my recent adversity. Also, I was pretty much on my own for the first
time in my life, and I found this thrilling and liberating.
The vision happened just at the right time in my life. I had been
deeply reconsidering my whole life, and was hungry and yearning
for
direction, and this is exactly what the vision provided. So you
can
see how God prepared me for my mission.
I had long since rejected the Egyptian religion, yet did not have
a Hebrew conviction, that is, until the vision. After the vision,
I
knew, in my soul, what the Hebrew slaves perceived and how they
felt,
both about their slavery and about God. As an outcast myself (though
self-imposed), I understood what it meant to be on the unfortunate
side of society. So you see, it was easy to make the transition
from
desert outcast to liberator of the slaves.
I will end my narrative here for now. I am very pleased with the
way you have received my thoughts, and you should feel more confident
in your mediumship, considering the fact that you had no prior
knowledge of what I would say.
I am sincerely grateful for your goodness of heart and your commitment.
Love, Moses
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