February 16th, 2009
Santa Cruz, California
Received by FAB
I am here, Wat Tyler.
You've been thinking about the message I
channeled two days ago. You are wondering how else we peasants
could have reacted.
I had exactly the same thought both on earth and over here. I
reasoned that we had our backs to the wall, with no way to escape
our fate than through violence.
Even as I nursed this thought,I could not ignore that my surroundings
in this spirit world were very dark, and inside me, the memories
of what I did burned into my soul, not at all a physical burning,
but an intense awareness that made me suffer.
As I contemplated my fate, I remembered a few things I had heard
from the religious minded of my time, and then I began to wonder
if there was a better way to understand it.
As soon as that shift in my mind occurred, I found myself with
a spirit who had endured great persecution and injustice on earth.
He told me that he had absorbed the teachings of Jesus, and thus
found it within himself to endure his suffering gracefully and patiently,
always trying to control negativity toward his oppressors. He said
it was at times very hard, but as time wore on, he developed habits
of mind and soul that enabled him to succeed in obeying the Master's
teachings. As a result, he inherited great happiness over here,
and did not at all suffer what I was suffering in spirit.
Naturally,I was very surprised. I began to reevaluate my life,
and as soon as this desire arose in my soul, an Angel came to me
and explained to me how to progress. I did, and thus eventually
got out of my darkness. The method this Angel taught me was to pray
for the Divine Love.
So I realized that another approach was always available to me,
but I was blind to it. So to me, it was as if it had no existence.