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January 27th, 2008
Melbourne Australia
Received by Nicholas Arnold.
Dear Nicholas,
I am aware of the question asked and so I will share a little more
of my experience. I am, as I mentioned previously, going to stay
with Michelle in the First Divine Love Sphere (Third Sphere). We
have our small house that has lots of space around it that we share
together, and for all intents and purposes, Michelle still relates
to me as her Mother. I have been taught by other Celestial spirits
that in time Michelle will mature in the Love, and her personality
will mature and eventually she will become independent. Time is
different here and so it is not in Earth years that she will mature
and her soul and spirit body is free to grow without the material
adjunct and so, I am told that her maturity will be quicker than
if she was on Earth.
When I first arrived in spirit and for some time thereafter, I
experienced a loss of instinct (being a mother) and control. I could
no longer control events and my maternal instinct was still very
present and yet, a sense of helplessness was present too. I could
visit at certain times accompanied by my grandfather, my husband
and two sons on Earth and I could feel their loss and grief; sadness
being the overall emotion. I am told that many who pass into the
spirit world experience this sense of separation and loss, for love
is not simply a decision to be terminated and so, love for one another
is still very present and the feelings and emotions and thoughts
are very present. Just like people experience emotions, we spirits
experience these emotions too.
The whole aspect of people arriving in spirit is very overwhelming
for me to think of at times, for so many arrive in spirit at such
different times and from such different circumstances relating to
age and experience. I have thought initially how Michelle, through
the careless actions of another, is to be denied a normal life of
her own, and many spirits such as myself have these thoughts, just
like those people we love do when we have left them behind. As a
spirit, I would love nothing more than to communicate with my two
boys and my husband to confirm to them that we are well and together
in love.
Michelle is very innocent and sparkles in Divine Love. I had to
forgive the driver and myself for the willful events involved. My
first learning in Divine Love provided for this condition to no
longer exist. I am free of this condition, even though the driver
survived, as I have not seen him here in spirit, to meet him personally
to undo what had been done with forgiveness. I found forgiveness
and the strength of it in my prayers to the Father.
Thank you for this opportunity to write a little more,
Love,
Audrey
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