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June 10th, 1920.
Received by:James Padgett.
Washington D.C.
I am here, Mary.
Let me write a few lines to my dear one, as you disappointed me
when he was last here. I thought that certainly you were going to
let me write and when you did not I just couldn't help telling Helen
that you were real mean, but you know I did not mean it for you
have been very kind to both the Doctor and myself. So I hope you
will not feel bad because of what I said. You see, we are not very
different here from what we were on earth when something interferes
with our love-making.
I noticed also a side remark of Helen and I want to say that she
was only jealous of me or very antagonistic for me to write. Of
course, she did not know what I was going to write about and I will
prove it.
Well, the Doctor knows how much I love him and I know how much
he loves me, and it is not always necessary to write of this, but
thinking of my messages, I believe I do always say something of
love and I am glad of it.
But last night when he was with you I wanted to say something else
and I will tell you now what it is. I know that he is much interested
in the progress of his own folks and their happiness. I wanted to
tell him that his father and sisters are in the Celestial Spheres
and know to the extent that this makes their certainty of immortality
and a home in the Father's house that can never be taken from them.
His father has been so very earnest in his prayers and longings
for the Love that it came to him in such abundance that he found
himself an inhabitant of the Celestial Spheres where his mother
is, and Kate is with them. So that now we are all safe in the shelter
of the Father's Love, and know that forever and ever we will abide
in the Heavens of the Father. We are all so glad, that we had a
regular old-fashioned love feast and praised God for His goodness
and mercy.
I have been with Leslie a great deal lately and feel that he, too,
is getting more of this Love in his soul, and if he could fully
realize what it means he would feel like shouting as the old Methodists
sometimes do. I sometimes wonder at what all this means, and why
we should be privilege to possess this Love and have the corresponding
happiness; and this I know, that no matter how much men are disappointed
in the earth life or spirits in the spirit world, the Father never
disappoints them who long for the Love that is free for all, but
how few realize what this freedom means. Only those whose Love from
God enters and takes possession of the soul can have a possible
realization of what God's free Love means. I am so glad that day
by day this knowledge is coming to my soulmate. And when I say knowledge
I mean something more than a mere intellectual knowledge. This latter
of course is necessary, but it is not the knowledge that comes to
the soul.
Tell the Doctor to pray more and more, and believe with all his
soul that there is no limit to the inflowing of the Divine Love
to become his. I have written enough for tonight and notwithstanding
Helen's remarks, I am going to tell him that I love him with all
my heart and soul, and will never leave him until the time comes
for him to join me, and not then, of course.
I thank you very much for permitting me to write tonight, and you
must believe that I love you as a sister, and would not for all
the world call you hard names or make you feel that I am not your
true, loving sister. His parents send their love to him and the
assurance that they are helping him with all their powers and love.
Good night and God bless you both, and in the end lead you to one
of the glorious mansions that are waiting for you.
Your true friend and the only true love of the
Doctor.
Mary
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