Jesus’ Joy and Faith.
August 3rd, 2008
Santa Cruz, California
Received by FAB
I am here, Jesus.
My relationship with God was so strong that it overshadowed every single concern of a human nature. I found complete fulfillment in God every waking second of my life. I found utter rhapsody doing His Will, so whatever happened in my life could not affect this intoxicating joy that possessed me at all times.
And when I hung on the cross, with my body tortured with pain, I was still able to sustain this joy. Yes, this is true, and this joy enabled me to cope with it, and as I told you once before, my faith in God actually got stronger at that time. I knew I was approaching my end, and I knew that the greatest joys and pleasures awaited me.
So it was in that sense that I blessed my tragic situation, and not at all in the sense of embracing a type of death that was completely out of harmony with God’s intentions for my life.