Amon’s Maternal Nature.
January 20th, 2010
Santa Cruz, California
Received by FAB
I am here, Amon.
I am the first mother of all humankind, and one would suppose that I would have had the maternal instinct developed in me to a very high degree. And yet in past channelings, it has been said that I was not attentive to my children when raising them. I shall provide clarification.
Had I followed a course that was inspired by God, I would have been the very best mother imaginable. I did have that potential, and when I got to the spirit world, I found eventually, as my soul developed, that my heart went out to the spirits who crossed over when they were just infants. In your own experience of life, you have noticed that some women, though mothers, do not fulfill their maternal duties as they should. That is because they have free will.
When Aman and I fell, our previous life of bliss was destroyed, and in its place was just the animal nature. The shock of the fall was so great that we never really recovered, even though we lived an exceedingly long time. And even though I did have the maternal instinct in me to a preeminent degree, I regret to say that I didn’t really exercise it on Earth as I should have. Pride was very strong, and I couldn’t get past its iron bands of inflexibility and darkness.
When you meet me over here, you will not believe that this was my earthly experience, for now, my maternal nature has blossomed completely. I see you are happy with this explanation. I was happy to offer it to you.