Judy Garland Shares Her Heart - 3.
October 29th, 2008
Santa Cruz, California
Received by FAB
I am here, Judy Garland.
Let me clarify what seems to be unclear. In my channeling of May 19, 2008, I said I had gotten out of some of my darkness, and in the October 12, 2008 message, I described a rather rapid progression toward greater happiness.
Well, it all has to do with process. In the interval between these two channelings, my progression accelerated almost geometrically because I had reached a certain plateau. I struggled very hard at first - in fact, at the beginning, it was impossible.
But one victory led to another, and the more I tried, the more I was able to harness that intense longing for happiness that I had always had, even as a child.
People sensed this in my film roles and responded to it, as you yourself have. And that was genuine. I had the gift as an actress of truly projecting into my screen roles this intensity of feeling and goodness, because this was burning in my soul. But circumstances in my earth life squashed this yearning, and this led to despair and all the unfortunate and tragic things that came upon me.
So that when I got to this spirit world, it was extremely difficult to reverse these negative patterns. But at a certain point, I was finally able to tap into this yearning for happiness, and then finally, make it real, for the very first time.
So both channelings were accurate.